天边-张韶涵
小时候想长大
逃离不懂我的家
要翅膀自己闯
不让谁决定方向
长大后裹着伤
走过幸福身旁
才了解自由也是流浪
想寻找绿洲
我横越沙漠
眼前的风中
是成真的梦
还是海市蜃楼
天边有一座城堡
不放弃拼命的找
总算找到
忘记了失去多少
我的眼里阳光在跳跃
天边有一片青草
不肯被积雪压倒
努力长高
成熟不是心变老
是泪在打转还能微笑

爱情复兴-容祖儿
华丽的巴洛克圆舞曲
卡夫卡朗诵着诗句
时空互相交错的场景
中古世纪的爱情
我像关在被咀咒的古堡
我像闯进马车经过的巷道
我像听见修道院的祷告
逆流时间的路找不到
找不到
爱听说能穿越几世纪
痛苦过幸福过会重映
我们附身彼此记忆
才这样纠缠到无止尽
传说爱能飞几千里
降落到今生的拥抱里
如果摆脱不了宿命
就任它写错剧情
等待着被救赎的哭泣
连上帝都只能默许
我们相遇惊动了天地
横扫乱世的爱情
我像看到木偶有泪在掉
我像听见街头艺人的讪笑
我像俘虏卫兵挡在地窖
逆流时间的路找不到
找不到
我们都别再做个逃兵
等待再一次爱情复兴
让秒针暂停从轮回中睡醒
爱个彻底
爱是一出唱不完的歌剧

back from bangkok and alive and kicking. havent blogged for ages although ive been using the computer practically everyday. yepp. bangkok was a total shopping paradise. cheap, cheaper and cheapest. i bought loads of stuff! i love chatuchak but my feet couldnt take it. my auntie went a bit weird and bought stuff for her imaginary home which still doesnt exist. we spent most of our time in mbk centre though since our hotel is connected to the shopping centre. we stayed up quite late every night due to some crazy and long performance by my sisters. but it was fun i admit. shopping till we drop that kind of thing. and we went to the new siam ocean world. its so nice! and we were able to see the sharks up close as there was this glass bottom boat ride and we could see the sharks right below. cool. siam paragon was huge and the jungle/water feature at the entrance super cool. but we spent the whole time there buying lingerie.
we had free breakfast buffet everyday in the hotel and there was this botak guy who looked like wentworth miller! and i told my mum and she thought it was his father who was obviously fat and ugly and not like wentworth miller. and we shared the lift once and it was kind of crowded and my auntie was pretending that it was so crowded and took advantage of him. then we came out and my auntie suggested these:
1) wahh.. so muscular, let me hug you.
2) your chest very hard arh. let me touch.
3) your lips very nice. let me kiss.
4) your butt very tight. let me touch.
there's a lot more but i cant recall. my sisters went wild wild wet yesterday and i didnt go because i just thought it was too late to go. imagine reaching at 5 plus. where got time to play.
anyway, changed my blogskin and loving it!

Gomenasai

What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Wasn't one of a kind,
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I Wasn't allowed

Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll Of porcelain
When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help I stopped myself

Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake I walked away

Gomenasai, for everything
Gomenasai, Gomenasai, Gomenasai, I never needed a friend,
Like I do now
Gomenasai, I let you down
Gomenasai, Gomenasai, Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now


BYE PEOPLE! :)) DONT MISS ME!

actually i hope you do, but i shall not be so thick skinned like some certain people to ask for you to miss me. im so nice right?

熟能生巧-林俊杰

醒着像睡着躺着像思考
晨昏颠倒
敢情太单调竟然是烦恼
如何是好
也许来阵风雨花谢满地
黯然神伤的困扰
可以刺激那颗
浑浑噩噩失去了烈火
激情的大脑吹风就感冒
淋雨就发烧有爱就好
我不再逃空虚日子
这一路都在熬
也许爱情就是熟能生巧
你绝对想不到我多渴望
让生活染上一些颜料
是红橙黄或蓝靛紫都好
一圈一圈的围绕
终于能自在的坦承说爱你
火一点就燃烧
怎么刺激那颗

this song is super nice! i love ikea! viv and i took bus all the way to ikea and looked for christmas stuff. super cool! i love ikea. it's so colourful and bright that viv and i were having so much fun. but the fun part was the... stealing of pencils. actually not steal la. but taking. we thought it was kind of malu. so we were acting stealthily. we saw a station with pencils then we pretanded to be looking at something next to it then we'll open the top and grab a handful. if not just take about three pencils from the bottom where we are supposed to take from. and we dumped it into our bags. and this caused my new esprit bag to get dirty! but it's inside so it's okay. viv managed to get 64 pencils and the high-eq and iq me got 105! yoohoo! we're going to get more the next time and our presents! we went queensway after that to look for my father's shoes but they dont have it. so we ended up going gaga over super nice shoes and bags. they have super nice earrings and other accessories at super low prices. a pair of earrings for ninety cents and bracelet for $1.90. so cheap la. we're going to go there another time! yay! then we went northpoint to see if they have my father's shoes there but to no avail. i bought shampoo and sunflower seeds. and watched viv played dance revloution. super dumb machine cant feel her huge weight. hahahs. then i went home by mrt and there was this guy reading newspapers standing beside me and i was trying to see. i almost fell and i wanted to grab his hair. hahahs.

i realised that everybody's doing shoutouts thus i shall too!

SHOUTOUTS 2006 :)

to eehui and vivian:
thanks for being my closest and bestest friends throughout the year and staying with me, overcoming all the milestones of this year. i really treasure and appreciate you two! hope we'll be in the same class next year and create lots of weird noises together. together always!

to si'en and tancheng:
thank you si'en for all the gossip topics you've given us. although tancheng and i were your scapegoats, we really had fun. and tancheng, my darling! love you so much! so sad you not crazy over her le. if not i'll give you her number. hahahs! love you two!

to deniseyeoh and yinmin:
you two mad donkeys really brighten up my day! denise, jay chou is not shuai although his songs are nice and remember to go lalalala when singing! yinmin, you pervert! i had fun chatting with you about some certain stuff and i really had fun with the confession!

to thalia:
i love you my darling! muacks! known you for so many years that i seriously love you so! see, im so devoted to you...

to sancia and xishi:
enjoyed staring at some certain people with you two! had so much fun! we shall do it again some other time!

to josephina and lianna:
you two are so nice! thanks josephina for drawing, or scribbling, on so many pages of my notebook and trying to teach me, this hopeless person, in maths! lianna, i had fun squabbling with you! you're weird at times though. i had fun laughing at both of us!

to lijie's clique:
although you weren't very nice to me in the middle of the year, i still think you people are really fun to be with! hope to be friends still！

to the monitors and junior prefects:
i know i am very overbearing at most times, thank you for making this year a memorable year with all the disputes with certain people. i will continue to try to understand why you are so irritating and unbearable and why you love attention so much. i'll try to understand and hope to make others understand too.

to that person in our class:
im so sorry that i treated you so badly, ignoring you when you talk to me. but you can be really freaky at times, and i dont usually understand what you are saying at most times. so sorry!

to the teachers:
sorry that ive been so noisy throughout the whole year but i really cannot control it. and sorry for making you repeat topics again and again. but i really dont get what you are saying! sorry for causing so much inconvenience！

to 陈老师：
陈老师，我知道你对我有些不满，但是我会像你所说的，尽量改变自己，学会怎么控制自己。在下来的人生道路，做个更出色的人。

dorcas is super cute! :)
today was the investiture. super cooooool. anyway, we had fun. the prize presentation was boring. so was the farewell. parents pissed with me because i went j8. what's their problem?!

havent blogged in a few days. anyway, i started a new account for maple! because the previous one which i painstakingly trained, since i can only play for two hours a day, till level 19 was unpure as i stupidly added the wrong abilty points. sad. but now my new account is only level 14. but nevermind. shall train hard! :)
i pissed my dad off yesterday. we were going swimming and my uncle brought us there. it was raining heavily with all the lightning and thunder. so we waited. all of us wanted to go home except for one freaking actress, megan. act guai la. say that she want to go for swimming. then we ended up going in at four plus when the lesson started at four. and we pai kias decided not to go for lesson and play! hahahs. and my father gave me a freaking lecture. but do i look like i care? no. hahahs.
by the way, i got into C1b! yay!

guess what? i saw her!
we had remedial in the morning from 9 and yay! it's the last lesson! but i still have to go to school tomorrow though for spring cleaning. wrong. fall/winter cleaning. after remedial, sancia, xishi and i went to the canteen. first, we saw the man and xishi's dahling. i was feeling kind of left out until when sancia sat down and i turned to my left and i saw her! yoohooo! anyway, i sat in this direction that when i turned right, she'll be there. and it wont seem weird if i seem to be looking at the sky and so. and i started talking a lot to sancia and xishi! and i was like asking sancia why winnie the pooh is called winnie the pooh when it is just a bear and pooh means bear. and why isnt tweety called tweety the bird and why sylvester is not called sylvester the cat and the man turned around. and then i saw mrs gurung coming down the steps and i got reminded about the sex education. and i was asking xishi if anybody will talk to her about sex issues. i started doing this weird thing super loudly going, "xishi, i have something to tell you. im pregnant." super hilarious and everybody turned behind to look and me which included xishi's and sancia's. super funny. then we started talking about cca. and sancia was saying that she will join badminton and xishi in interact. i was telling sancia that i cannot join swimming as i seriously cant swim fast. and do i look like swimmer material. no.
we stayed till they left which means we stayed for one and a half hour. we were so hyper and we were like hyperventilating, not in actual fact though since hyperventilating is not a good thing as ive learnt from eehui's first aid manual.
eehui's gone! to bangkok and pattaya. i asked her to buy stuff and she said i was going bangkok later. i know but your stuff is free right? anyway, she suggested getting back straw hats and i said i didnt mind if it were nice ones. hahah. then we'll look like kampong people!

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to jodie
happy birthday to me
today is my actual birthday! i received many birthday smses!
thank you people! love you!

a cushion from my sister's friend.

the book is from phoebe, chocolate and pen from my lovely friends, necklace from my neighbour and keychains from my sister's friend. the watch is from my auntie and tissue paper and eraser from megan. errs..

mp3 from my uncle and bookmark from phoebe.

bags, bags and more bags. crumpler and denim bag from my aunties. green sling bag from my friends! freaking vivian was carrying it all day and i even told her that the bag was nice and asked her if it was the one that her sister gave her during her birthday. im so dumb. the other bags are from my sisters' friends.

green wallet from my mum, adidas wallet from my sister's friend and hello kitty wallet from my sister's friend. i gave that hello kitty one to my sister. a bit duh that i wont use it.

from vivian and eehui. so called clique slipper. i cant even fit.

bag from my mum's friends.

pompom which goes TOING everytime you drop or throw it. super funny.

i celebrated my birthday yesterday. we had lots of fun although we played dare only. but still all of us left with 依依不舍的心情. and of course envy from everyone. hahah.