it's been days since the house painting and im missing the fun we had, though it was kind of messy and stuff.
i met michelle in the mrt though we didnt find each other on the mrt because it was so so so crowded. so we alighted at novena and met up with the rest who were going. the rest of the class except michelle, elizabeth, clara, xiaoqi and i were playing some games and we got sort of chased. and i was quite pissed because they were making a lot of noise. and it's those laughter which was quite irritating.
then this man said we had to go wait for the bus and we did. and that fateful day, this guy called us kids. you know.. KIDS. arghs.. and he ended up as our facilitator and we found out his name, LAWRENCE! we found out he was quite nice though. then we boarded the bus with some puny guys whom we thought were sec 3 but they were sec 2. then our class continued making some unneccessary noise. singing lame songs and making a din. seriously. i was so so so pissed. but i kept quiet la. then we reached the place and gathered at a sheltered area.
then we got separated into groups! my group was group two and we merged with group three. so we ended up with elizabeth, clara, xiaoqi, samuel, max,adrian, caralyn and qimin. and our facilitators were lawrence and leon.
elizabeth and i were acting like so feng sao and clara, xiaoqi, elizabeth and i had so much fun talking and laughing. bonded leh. samuel was this super cute guy, so small and cute. hahahs! max is this seventeen year old canadian guy who's quite cute la. but he super dumb and gossipped about us with his friend.
then we went to the rc to collect our paintbrushes and shirts and caps and went to paint an old lady's house! painting the first coat was quite fun as we were like chatting and laughing. and then it was our first time painting walls so it was quite fun la. though it was a terrible job and that leon kept saying the f word. stupid. then while we waited for it to dry, leon asked us all to reflect on what we've done. then elizabeth, xiaoqi, clara and i was like nothing lor.. quite fun. first time paint mah. then the rest all said we were very noisy. then we sort of got lectured. i dont mind the rest say we noisy la. but caralyn and qimin?! they were making so much noise at the mrt till they got chased out and now they say we noisy? what the?!
then we went for our lunch break and had boon nam kee chicken rice! nice nice! then the rest of the class was there in a big circle. and when they asked us to join, we rejected their kind offer as seriously, all four of us were pissed at them. caralyn and qimin joined of course! then we just ate in silence, mourning in our minds and cursing. then elizabeth was saying that samuel was very cute. then i ask her to get samuel's msn lor. then she was like telling samuel, "eh samuel. why never ask for jodie's msn? must ask arh." she was saying that jokingly and then when we finished painting and was slacking, samuel suddenly came up to me and asked me for my msn. diaoss -_-" i asked for his instead. hahahs.
then when we finished, we rested for a while before going back to paint the second coat.
this time, max dumped us to join his friend's group and adrian left. then we painted the house and the four of us painted in silence and all of us almost fell asleep. as in the four of us la. we were all painting the same wall over and over again. and i was painting the sockets again and again. then we had to move the furniture back but first we had to wait for it to dry. but we were running out of time and we had another house to paint. so lawrence chose me to stay with him at the house as i could speak hokkien. then i asked clara to accompany me. then we were having a great time chatting with lawrence. then the auntie wanted us to paint the kitchen wall which was grey and we had only a container of paint. then lawrence was painting, thank god it was water based paint and he added water so that there'll be more. then we moved back the furniture and went to find them at the next house. they were playing because they've done the first coat. i didnt join in the game of course since i was still quite pissed with them. then we went back and did a little painting because there was a lot of people including those from other groups who came to join the fun. they were playing with the paint on the corridor and putting it on rebekah's legs. so lame la. then they got scolded and have to wash it up later. scrub it away. i didnt do it of course. not my business. anyway, then we were painting and samuel was using the rollers on a pole. then he asked me to hold while he cleaned off the paint on the door. then the roller dropped out and landed on my head la! SAMUEL ARH!! causing me to have white hair. then we went to wash off the paint on our limbs and i was being nice and holding the water hose for samuel. elizabeth, i did that because i treated him like my brother ok? not that i want jie di lian ok!! then we went to slack and the boys were so irritating la. kept bullying a nerdy guy. then the bus came and we boarded.
then elizabeth was helping the group of friends in our class to take photo and she said, "smile..." like duh right.. then the boys behind started imitiating and kept saying the f word. then they had a small quarrel and the boys started shrieking.. so elizabeth did too. then later jacob, max's friend, screamed and asked them to shut up. so damn freaky la. like so so loud. siao one lor.
then we reached the mrt and i went elgene's house. the paint damn difficult to wash off.
then there was a geography test yesterday and maths test today. i think i did ok for geog.. as for maths. it was only three questions and we had 15 minutes. and i didnt finish the last question!! no time.. then i think my other questions also wrong.. sighs..

im so freaking pissed with somebody
dont ask me why
you should know

wth?! phoon lijie! im so going to kill you for sabo-ing me. seriously. and huang jing han! how can you listen to her!? arghs!!!
and now the seriously LUCKY me got into the interclass debate competition. CHINESE. oh my god can?! i know i very cheena la. but i cant cant debate. i can only quarrel. and when i told chen yong meng, he laughed like so loud. xing zai le huo la! and the whole procedure is so so complicated. dont even know when to speak and what to say. people in debate must think fast and im a brain lagger. as a lot of you can see. or perhaps, im a blur sotong. imagine voting for myself.. see? and im the second speaker which means i must ask good questions and rebutt well. sighs... i just hope now that i dont screw it up. because im from a lan class and my group members are from the ec class, so are my competitors. so i think i must jia you lor. must think fast and speak well and not stutter! and jinghan, i hope i wont disappoint you. because your chinese so good, and karina and eleanor, i hope i dont diu ni men de lian.
tomorrow's house painting! so so fun! looking forward to it. and i was so lame i went to check out victoria school and i realised it's an all boys school. i must not wake up late! so must sleep early and not watch my survivor. and i cant watch my prison break, the whole thing la since it's until 12. and i cant watch the encore tomorrow either! because of the painting job. but i bet it'll be a great experience. and i love king chi!! hahahs! for accompanying me. not that the rest dont want la, but they cant because they got too many hours le. hahahs.
i shall go do research for my debate le! jiayou!

today was a really mentally tiring day. we had maths test and ting xie and i think i screw both equally bad, which is very very bad. but im trying to be an optimist so i shall think of it as a lesson learnt and that i'll work harder. ms quek talked to faith, lijie and i after school. and wow, she has high hopes of me due to the fact that im higher chinese and that im a prefect. awww... and for chinese, we are going to have a debate. and i think im supposed to search for stuff. but im not sure. and when we were voting for the one who should go, i didnt realise what was happening and i was waving both my arms crazily. and i realised i just voted for myself. :/ but i wont get selected de la. i dont do debates, i do quarrels. hahahs.
i was supposed to eat with chyi fang but i had to stay back and then we talked to ms quek and kachiaoed lww and talked to mrs khong. faith and alicia got rejected for library. but now the only choice is actually infocomm.. sighs...
actually the main thing is the sec one orientation. and i made a new nice friend, han wen! we played two games. and i was in nicole's group! wahh.. she's the CHIONGER! hahahs. the first one was a treasure hunt. we had to get the things they asked us to get. and it was quite boring but we were leading somehow. then we had a scavenger hunt which they hid packets of chocolate in the library. i wasnt even searching. i was pretending to. then i was reading a magazine at the counter when mrs doris tan came over and i pretended to be searching again. hahahs. we only got five packets out of the twenty nine. another group had seven. but somehow we won. also dont know how. hahahs. then the two losing teams had to eat bread with peanut butter-kaya-butter-jam-mashed bananas-etc. but my team had a brave sec one and we tried the mixture! ok la.. but quite strong taste of peanut butter.
main point is that the jiayun kept irritating me the whole day and yuan ling joined in when we went to eat. what the?! she was like grabbing me. and she grabbed my hand and was twisting it. and i just ignored her. and she gave up after a while. it hurt la, but i endured it all the same. stupid la. then when i went to buy drink with han wen, both of them tagged along and they were like being irritating and han wen told them to stop it. good job!:) but they went further and kicked me. then han wen kicked her. hahahs. im an ignorant person! ignorance is bliss. they each had another kick and jia yun and yuan ling went off after a fierce glare from han wen. han wen super scary when she's mad, or perhaps acting mad. hahahs. and han wen and i were sharing our book preferences and yay! both of us like teenage novels about... romance! and our hang out place, or the place to find the books we want, bishan library! and she likes R rated books. she confessed! wahh.. honest person!

had some stomach problem today. managed to ren till after recess and had early dismissal. and have headache la. like this 'short sharp pain' as quoted from the sensodyne toothpaste ad. and its still hurts. anyway, today's meeting cum gathering with the sec 3 prefects was quite funny la. due to the fact that yong mei shared her experience of being verbally abused by being called a nnp. ask me if you want to know. ahha. then we're going to have pmb camp during the march hols! YOOHOO!! but then that means that we cant join css. if they clash that is. and there's an event or some convention with hwachong! like super cool right! ok la.. actually not very cool, but i like such stuff. im so looking forward to saturday's house painting! like so so so fun! but i dont know how to go home from there. hahahs. shall find out.

im so careless to leave my sharpening the senses in school! so freaking stupid! i was reminding myself time and time again and guess what? i forgot.
ting xie was postponed to thursday! yay! and stupid li lan read my WHOLE compo to the class. to show that it's not good. arghs.. but i was laughing like siao. hahahs.
then nothing much happened. during biology, lijie and i made weird specimens. she kept spilling on the table and i kept adding more iodine and sucrose solution. then we used a lot of filter paper. oh. by the way, the teacher said it was expensive. hahahs.
then i had library duty. i went at 3 plus. late by over half an hour. i accompanied chyi fang and friends. and yay! she's finally talking! yay yay! whoots!
then library duty, the sec ones reported though they are not supposed to. then i was super irritated by that jia yun and yuan ling. i was busy. and they kept irritating me, wanting a hand shake, giving me a so called massage and pinching me etc. so lame la. then i still have to continue doing my stuff. ARGHS.
argh.. so pissed with myself for being so dumb. i know i got it during lesson and now ive forgotten how to do that dumb dumb question! ARGHS ARGHS!

tomorrow is freaking ting xie. YOU KNOW THE FRIGGING THING THAT CAUSES ME F9?! how to memorise how to write the words? i want to cry leh! then the literature i also havent finish. but to me ting xie more important. because literature homework wont be graded. at most get scolding. dear dear mrs tian, please forget about it.. hahahs.
im starting to like miss quek. though i think my pores are going to get seriously clogged up and my nose will start sneezing like siao. and my throat will be itchy like siao. due to the HUGE amount of chalk she uses due to the fact that the whole class, especially me, dont get it and she rewrites and rewrites and the poor me eats all the chalk. hahahs. but her lessons no good la. she talk so fast. but i understand la. i so slow. i do one question they do three or four questions. slow minded me will slow down everybody.
must learn ting xie. at least pass please!!! i very often FAIL de. due to my slow mind and short memory. sighs...

i added a song! juliet and liang shan bo! hahahs!
anyway, yesterday's tuition was fine except that the teacher is a bit cheem and he's kind of weird. and vivian missed her stop and ended up taking taxi. hahahs. then alicia and i went to eat and the chicken rice was nice!
stupid alicia arh! humilate me! she wanted to eat at this coffeeshop which is in front of guan yin tang then she go ask this ah pek how to go. then the ah pek was like, "ni men bu shi singaporean ah?" then we said yes, then he was laughing and the guy next to him also laughing. so embarrassing lor. then when we were walking, this girl approached us. we thought she was sec four because her student pass and license state 16 years old. then we say something about her doing cip, but she said she volunteering but she was waiting for her o levels. hahahs. but she's very nice so i donated two dollars.
then when vivian reached, we went bugis street to shop around and we ate the chicken popcorn! actually share with vivian la. but after that, i went to buy too. anyway, we shopped around and looked at shoes. and their shoes all from thailand de lor, all plastic de. i want cloth de! hahahs. then we went to bugis junction and this person asked us to do a survey about some calvin klein perfume that is not out yet and this is just a trial. also dont know real or not. hahahs. then she say for first 50 students who do the survey, buy one for $39.90 then get two free. and vivian was thinking out loud if she should buy for her relative who's birthday is on valentine's day. and the person was saying that it was very coincidental. then she offered us another bottle, which means buy one get three free. then we share lor. hahahs. then just window shopped around and went to the face shop and they have some angpaos with samples inside. so cool lor. and very good sales tactic. then i went to buy stuff and then shop shop then alicia had to go for another tuition. then vivian and i just shopped around and after that we were so bored. so we went to ang mo kio library by bus. quite fast la. vivian's cousin was supposed to be there but he wasnt. then we saw sheila and said hi lor. borrowed a few books and went to see if there's any diy books. then i borrowed a few lor. for entertainment purposes.
there's chinese compo tomorrow and TING XIE!!! ARGH!! im so going to fail because thats like what i do every time right? will get off the computer at 12. MUST.

argh.. im getting so so so confused. like going bonkers that kind of confused. ok.. i admit. im a super kaypoh person and if i want to know something, i will pester the person like siao till she tells me or until i give up. and once i give up, that person can dont bother to talk to me anymore because i wont talk to you either. and to somebody, you're lucky because i dont plan to give up yet and i dont intend to pester you anymore. fine?
tomorrow going for my first tuition lesson and i realised king chi also has tuition at the same place but different tuition centre! next saturday we going house painting for cip! then seth tan said he's going to treat us to dinner. perhaps. at a five star restaurant! i cant wait for his wedding though. never been to a teacher's wedding before. anyway, will be meeting vivian after the tuition then we going to window shop perhaps.
sighs.. hope i forget about everything now.

the cca postings are out for the sec ones.
Christine-Band
Cheryl-Girl Guides
Sharon-Eldds
Pearlyn-CCS
Swee En-Eldds
Esther-St Johns
Chyi Fang-Dance
Rebecca-Eldds
Joan-Eldds
I realised that ld is super despo this year. accept so many people. and i dont really like ld anyway. in fact, i hate the ld people. oops! and that sharon wants to appeal for choir though she got her second choice! sighs.. I also want to change my cca! But i shall live with it because im afraid of susan lim. hahahs. and i cant imagine esther in her st johns uniform! she'll look damn weird! the rest can imagine la. hahahs.
today's morning jog was super tiring because i was sprinting the whole three rounds. then i think i sort of freaked mindy out today though i was quite entertaining. hoho! and then in the afternoon, we went to play badminton and it was super tiring as that vivian made me run like siao!
i like the show 萤火虫的梦! one of the guys very cute! hahahs! bryan ng! ((: hahahs. so lame.

SO SORRY TODAY NEVER GO UNITY.. i went to take my prefects' badge. so now i have a badge! X) hahahs.
then cheng mun was so funny, we were on the bridge linked to the primary block then i was putting on my badge, so was she and she was like," WAHH.. so shiny.. ci yan!" hahahs.
today's recess super funny. i was queuing up for food at western stall. then ollie was at the next store. then she changed her mind and asked me to help her buy. and i asked her to cut queue. she wasnt willing at first but she did in the end! OLLIE ARH! PREFECT LEH! HOW CAN CUT QUEUE?!?!?!
during lit lesson, i learnt something today. i learnt that MRS TIAN ACTUALLY KNOWS MY NAME! hahahs. i thought she didnt know!! i thought perhaps she knew i was from library and im the one that is always talking. and the girl who gets "nominated", actually sabo-ed, to be level co or other positions, and get all the teacher's votes but end up not chosen. -_-" not that i want la. hahahahs. i not very devoted to library..
then after redoing my maths, i went raffles place with vivian and eehui because eehui had dental appointment. then when we went into the cab, we realised that we forgot alicia! she said she wanted to go! hahahahahahahahahah. so so funny! then after her appointment, we went raffles city and bought presents for esther, the golfer, and pearlyn, shifu! and we bought mini pilot pens and pencils and i bought a few other pens and a diary 2007. spent like so much money! now left a few dollars only. :( nevermind, tomorrow take money! hheheh.
then when we were window shopping, i was like telling them that i have this fetish for guys with shaven heads, is tan and wears glasses. then they kept pointing out some old balding ah peks and in the train, they were pointing out this cat high boy who was like so nerd and looks like a retard. argh! not my type la! if nerd, must be cute nerds. not ugly. diaozz.. must shuai mah.. not botak also can la. hahahs.
the monitors of unity confirmed le! maryanne, JOAN, CHRISTINE and charyl. though i dont really like charyl. hahahs. sorry.. i think she very arrogant. oops! but yooohhoooo! i love the other three! JOAN MAK! JOIN THE ZI HIGH GANG IN PMB! CHRISTINE, DONT JOIN OUR GANG BECAUSE YOU FAILED THE AUDITIONS! HAHAHAHAH! GO JOIN YOUR ER JIE IN BEING A GOOD LEADER! hahahhs!
im waiting for the campus superstar drama serial. like very nice like that. then also got bryan, whom i was crazy over last year. he was acting as timmy in heartlanders. cute. hahahs.
hahahs.. chyi fang is so rou ma! hahahs. wo ye ai ni! XD hahahs. wo ye ai sharon, cheryl, christine, joan, swee en and the others from unity!

UNITY, YONG YUAN! hahaah!

失意
书桌上的香水
你沉默的背对
只剩下那一点点
还是闻得到从前
西装里的口袋
我整理过的爱
又破了那一点点
我帮你补了誓言
从没实现的摇滚梦
我也陪你走好多遍
断弦的吉他
始终弹不出我要的答案
我和你拼了好几夜
约翰蓝侬的图片
却拼不到一个永远
我在等你喊停

感觉不到从前温柔的双眼
感觉的到你已不再眷恋
无奈的笑试图让我知道
得了失忆可能对你我都好
感觉不到说是为了我改变
感觉的到承诺划过我左脸
我不知道也许我会得到
一句还是朋友
这是借口还是尽头

wahh... i never say till end of the world lor.. hahahs. just mourning. hahahs!

by the way, we must go watch movie together or go out. then must take neoprints! hahahs! although now no nice shows... SAD SAD!

nothing to post today so shant post further. havent finish homework.. XP hahahs. dont follow my example k? bad bad example. bad habits are difficult to change but i trying hard! ok. tata!

好朋友
像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
还会不会寂寞

如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
还会不会寂寞

曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
还会不会寂寞

你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心
会永远的寂寞

献给永远走在一起的朋友

亲亲
那一年顶楼加盖的阁楼
什么人忘了锁
是谁找不到未满十八岁的我
你是一滴滴隐形的眼泪
风一吹就乾了
只能这样了是吗
同时甜蜜与心碎
是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我

轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你

思念被时光悄悄的摇落
酸酸的咬了一口
青春的苹果香香的催眠了我
是你脸粉红了我的耳后
烫伤了我额头
现在想起来会痛
同时甜蜜与心碎
是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我

轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你

轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你

suddenly felt like posting these two songs. NICE:)
miss my one unity! and will miss them more since i will have duty from next week onwards!

i was once a optimist. but like what esther said, im a pessimist. urghs. i dont know what caused this major change in me. but i would really like to be an optimist again. like so carefree and having so much fun.
though in the past i didnt have much fun. i didnt have much friends then. hello?! i was labelled a reject?
im more of a person who cares more for others then myself. people can pour out every single trouble they have to me, and yet, i just tell them one insignificant trouble of mine. even my close friends and my bestie dont even know what im feeling deep inside. sighs.. i guess the truth is, i havent met a person whom i can trust to pour out my troubles.
anyway, thanks cheryl for your comfort! you're a very nice girl! hahahs. can tell la.. because got people zhui mah.. hahahs.
nevermind. for now, i shall be content and TRY my hardest to concentrate during lessons. anyway, forgetting my troubles for the time being works right?

just realised christine never talk to me, as in conversation, for a couple of days le. and i never kachiao esther le. hahahs. :)

just realised that im not a sec one and i wont be able to connect with them no matter how much they talk to me. like chyi fang on msn. they all have phobia of talking to elder people, or perhaps not used to the idea. anyway, it's two years more and i'll be leaving the school le. that is if i dont get retained. they wont talk to me de la. just know that i exist. like they know there's oxygen in the air. i just blend into the crowd of many other insignificant others.

im just putting up a brave front
in fact i want you to care

argh!!! so pissed with myself. why cant i do well for maths? i tried my best to understand but i just dont get it! i want to cry la! in fact, i did already.. anyway, i cant stand my dumbness! now i know why im so dumb. ARGH!

anyway, i heard sharon jealous of me calling chyi fang xiao ke ai and swee en darling... sharon ah, dont be jealous kayy? i treat you all equally or maybe, treat you slightly better. but actually not much difference. dont bear grudges kayy? in the upcoming days, i'll be spending lesser and lesser time with you all. if you all want, you all can ask me out la. of course! :) or sms me or talk to me on msn. i'll make time for you all. library quite free de. only tuesday and thursday not free. you all are my BAO BEIS! and that wont change!

WO YONG YUAN AI NI MEN! ((((((:

chyi fang ah!! you really very very very cute leh! in class talk so little but in msn talk so much! heheh!
today was super tough day for me. had three periods of maths and it was all algebra. i was close to tears la! seriously, i was crying le lor. i cant do my algebra.. i think im super dumb. like really super dumb. and sometimes i think, why am i so dumb when im so clever in primary school.. like from best class to worst class.. im seriously disappointed in myself. and i almost felt like killing myself. until chyi fang, sharon, cheryl and joey cheered me up. that bladder problem person didnt. hahahs. i think i seriously suck in maths. i tried to understand but i think i was too flustered. thats why nothing went in.. i havent completed my homework. shall complete it later while watching prison break. im training myself to do homework. im not much of a homework do-er. i must jiayou!
by the way, JOAN MAK! YOU ARE NOT AS HOT AS BEYONCE!

see what chyi fang posted about me:
i feel so at home at st nic lor, senoirs are jie jie junoirs are mei mei. not like cfps the senoirs so guo fen u like din treat them as a senoir they like so wad lor.. me not so bad lor, my junoirs treat wad oso nvm de lor.. XD.... tchers are our ' big bro n sis' LOL... more like auntie uncle... HAHAHA... Okie... NowNow... MY RaWkY counsiller Jodie!!! She rawkz man XD.. she's frm Sec 3 charity, frm st nic primary la.. she so hilarious cute AND lovable... everyday no need come oso come find us. so Gd hor.. XDXDXD.. She rawkx lor... haha... daring oso.. heez... a very feli felli gd counsiller... She's in my blog n on msn... XD HEEZ... rawkz man.. She's like the best counsiller out of my 6 counsillers...

so sweet!
chyi fang, my 小可爱！

also, sharon made a cheer for me. and it goes like this:

J-O-D-I-E
Jodie! That's who 1U likes!
G-R-E-A-T
Great! That's what she is!
Jodie Jodie!
Great Great!
Jodie is Great!
1,2,3,4,5
JODIE!

so sweet also!
sharon, my 开心果！

i love one unity 07!
you all make my day!

下过雨的夏天傍晚
我都会期待
唱歌的蝉嘿
把星星都吵醒
月光晒了很凉快
就是这样回忆起来
第一次告白(初次告白)
尴尬的我
看爱装得很哲学
的你其实很可爱
你说活在明天
活在期待
不如活得今天很自在
我说我懂了
会不会太快
未来第一天要展开

第一天我存在
第一次呼吸畅快
站在地上的脚踝
因为你而有真实感
第一天我存在
第一次能飞起来
爱是腾空的魔幻
第一天的纯真色彩
它总是永远那么灿烂

你很搞笑你很奇怪
你头发很乱
有的时候你突会为我的事情
变得很勇敢
这么说来很不单纯
你陪我看海
海那么蓝
我又好像
不应该把你想得有点坏
坏的是我发现不知不觉
不见到你不是很习惯
你的眼神里好像也期待
期待不一样的未来

第一天我存在
第一次呼吸畅快
站在地上的脚踝
因为你而有真实感
第一天我存在
第一次能飞起来
爱是腾空的魔幻
第一天的纯真色彩
它总是永远那么灿烂

蓝色的海(阿信:蓝色的海)
海上的云(飞:海上的云)
云的那端(阿信:云的那端)
不转弯(飞:不转弯)
到未来(阿信:到未来)

你说活在明天活在期待
不如活得今天很自在
我说我懂了
会不会太快
未来第一天要展开

第一天我存在
第一次呼吸畅快
站在地上的脚踝
因为你而有真实感
第一天我存在
第一次能飞起来
爱是腾空的魔幻
第一天的纯真色彩
它总是永远那么灿烂
永远那么灿烂
永远那么灿烂
first day first day first day first day first day
today everyday first day

today's maths test was kind of tough for a maths idiot like me. i was so lame la. popped in one unity at recess and they were having english. cheryl sim was their relief teacher and she's an old girl! green badge de! hahahs. she wasnt fedup with me so it was ok. i sort of got into molly's bad books but i shant bother, not like i like her a lot. then after school, at 2, i went to unity and i walked in without seeing that mr tay was inside. whooops. hahahs. but it's ok. hah. didnt stay back today though, besides for the test. since all of them went home.

mr tay is weird. he keeps saying this,"eh jodie. you very good, very good councillor. heheheheh. very good.. the class got a lot of people like you hor.. next time can be head prefect.. heheheheh.. you can be monitor? oh cannot ah. heheh.. nevermind." weirdo lah. i know i very good la but dont have to repeat every single time he see me right? hahahs.

and CHRISTINE owes me a post about ME. hahahs! by the way, if one unitians pass by right? if you have blog, please tag so i know and can link. if dont want me to link then tell me in school. if you like that is. :))

ok.. i told chyi fang i am going to blog about her and here i am. hehe.
anyway, chyi fang is this super sweet looking, super flexible girl. and she's quite quiet in school. we only flashed smiles and now she's on msn, talking a lot to me!!! hahahs. i know i very popular la. haha. she very cute la. all of them are actually. chyi fang ah.. i think you will see this. hahahs. you are going to say that im siao. you arh.. act quiet not quiet. anyway, LOVE it when you're not quiet! ahahs.
stayed back with them for auditions and when they were waiting for their turn at guides, sharon and i were singing! hahahs! she also want to join css! and it's next month. she can sing leh! though im now wondering if christine can sing.. hahahs. then cheryl was thinking that we were crazy. ahahahs. then i waited for them for infocomm for so so so long..
somehow, they found my blog! wow.. how pro.. and why they so free, come find my blog? hahahs. dont know also.
now left christine online. i changing blogskin le!

i seriously think unity is a super cute class with all the super nice people. though i am the nicest.
after school, the sec ones went to sign up for the auditions and im just so fated to meet... swee en, sharon, christine, cheryl, esther and rebeca! hahahs. rebeca was super lame. came up with her bag to my class.. sharon, christine, cheryl and esther had netball tryouts and this sweet sharon begged me to go see. and so i did. im nice right? they all did a good job though i think none of them got shortlisted. cheer up all of you! and the rest left except for esther who was waiting for her friend, daphne who was shortlisted, and i waited for my sisters. had a really nice chat with esther. she's really cute la. those that you will find as good friends! hahahs. actually the rest also la! but they're already my good friends! except for esther prehaps because i think she finds me irritating. oops.. saddd... but yeah.. i guess i can work on that :)
swee en was super cute. i was telling her that ld people are super irritating and that i disliked 99.999% of them. and she was like, "huh? if i join then you won't like me le is it?" so sweet. and sharon also very cute. she was like saying that she will cling to me and i said that once she made friends, she wont stick to me le. and she was super sweet. "wont one.. i will cling to you still. because you're my friend. the one that i made friends with." so sweet.
you all made my day! ((: love you girls loads!

im back from sec one orientation camp!

I LOVED LOVED IT!

i love my sec ones!!! but so sorry because i think i made a clique in their class. a group of group friends i mean-- christine, cheryl and esther!

and i made good friends like my darling SWEE EN, SHARON, CHRISTINE, CHERYL AND ESTHER.

SWEE EN- the one with one cheek "bruised" and always holding one to the 1U sign
SHARON- the one who keep making me imitate sally
CHRISTINE- the one whose sister is serene seow and didnt want to tell me her name
CHERYL- the one who have that purple specs and nice smile
ESTHER- the small tan girl who was in netball for the sake of growing taller which obviously didnt work, who almost dropped her bob pins into the toilet bowl and plays golf competitively! "WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM MY PATHETIC LIFE BABEHH?!!"

hahahs. cute people. not to forget chyi fang, yvonne, rebbeca, joan, charyl, wan yi and many others that mostly i forgot your name.

rena added me on msn but i don't know she is!!! i think i know.. but not sure.. :P

i learnt a lot though i was really tired and aching since we walked a lot and had only 3 hours of sleep.

and i love love all the 1U councillors!

OLIVIA- MY MENTOR!! sings when there was me and you and picks up her phone with the pouch on. cute mentor!
SALLY- lost her voice and drank a whole bottle of pi pa gao in less than half a day. and our BALIK KAMPUNG!
SI'EN- the one with a sleepy look and her white hair. better than balding right?
CHRISTIE- the one from infocomm and super skinny

though you all dumped us on cca fair, i shall love you all. :))

I LOVE SEC ONE UNITY 07!!!

U-N-I-T-Y
1U! THATS WHAT WE ARE
S-O-L-I-D
SOLID! THATS WHAT WE ARE
1U 1U! (clap x3)
SOLID SOLID! (clap x3)
1U SOLID! (clap x3)

CHIKALAKAPIYAPIYA!
CHIKALAKAPIYAPIYA!
YEAH!

OMG! im totally freaked out!

i want you to be on the cte with me on a rainy day.

lit, chinese, chemistry and maths.
havent done them yet. all sickening homework. and english book review. im wondering if i'll get scolding if i choose kiss the girls. because it's like a thriller. but it's seriously one of the best books i ever read and i think it's beautifully written. how can it be not beautiful when it's about raping beautiful women? hahahs. im sadistic.

as for chinese and lit, i havent done them because i seriously dont know how to read them. i dont understand shakespearean language at all and the explanation is crap. and for chinese, the words are vertical and i keep jumping lines. urgh..

and maths! i hate maths with all my brains in the world though i only have one. but my brain is like the most important thing in me right? maths make me jump off the building. which is why im still alive because i havent touched it.

as for chemistry, i feel like doing but im trying to find my textbook because of the table, :P.

im so excited about sec one camp! dont know why but i think i'll enjoy it! so looking forward for campfire. hope it doesnt rain because for ours, it rained right after the campfire got lighted. hahahs.

happy new year everyone!