all of a sudden, ive been talking to two guys i added in msn, one from maple and one from imvu. the one from imvu is freaky. i mean, imvu is a world thing. it's a worldwide kind of thhing and it's a 0.000000000001% that i will meet someone from singapore because it's a random chat. but i met this guy who is from singapore and has a sister who's coming to st nicks next year. and his sister is in vivian's counselling class. so hyper freaky.
anyway, today we went to play badminton. it was super fun because we were laughing like crazy because when we missed the shuttle cock, we will make weird poses. hahahs. then we rented sky high and she's the man and watched at eehui's house. both shows were nice! ((: then we gather at her car porch at a table and lighted candles. super spooky but also romantic and we were acting scandalous. after that, her mum came home and she treated us to dinner at thomson plaza's food court. then we went home. it was supposed to be a sleepover but we cant. sobs* because of me. i couldnt sleep over so they didnt. sorry girls! let's say LOVE LOVE BABY!

这时候最能让我想起你
多希望你在这里
你总是愿意把你的手心借给我握紧
该往哪里
我总是依赖着你
你是我的方向感
我可以确定你会带着我朝对的方向前进

i'm thinking of you
我有你真好
你能让烦恼变得渺小
我遇见一个最懂我的人
我会提醒自己把这份爱收好
i'm thinking of you
我有你真好
只要牵着你的手就知道
我不是一个人在这世界停靠
因为我拥有你在我心里

i'm thinking of you
有你真好
thinking of you
因为有你我看见世界的美丽
i'm thinking of you
我有你真好
只要牵着你的手就知道(我就知道)
我早已经没有任何缺少
因为我拥有你在我心里

today was early christmas gathering at eehui's house and it was super fun! although we only had a long chat about practically everything and a few games. i enjoyed playing cheat! haha. we were all so unwilling to leave but we had to... super meeting tomorrow. the gathering was supposed to be a sleepover. :(( anyway i had fun!

I LOVE VIVIAN, EEHUI, SI'EN, TANCHENG AND YINMIN!

My teacher once said that
i talk lots of crap and should control myself

Never in my life have I regretted
meeting the people ive met :))

The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile
myself, i guess

When I'm nervous
i really go crazy and talk hyper loudly or stammer a lot!

The last time I laughed was
just. when phoebe said, " last night you know i dreamt of kenny lin wen... (hesitated) sorry confused. is kenny lin dao wen, not kenny lin wen wei!" hahahhahhaa.

Hair is
spelt with four letters.

My feet
does not stink like those who have xiang gang jiao.

Last Christmas i
had a party at my house! like this year!

When I turn my head left
i see the altar.

When I turn my head right
i see kenny, shiyu and anson singing sarang haeyo.

When I look down
i see this bruise on my thigh which i dont know how it came about.

The craziest recent event
DOHA 2006!

By this time next year
i'll be slacking just as usual.

I have a hard time understanding
why algebra is useful when i think it's useless! and i hate it!

One time at a family gathering
my sisters performed in front of everybody and singing out of tune!

You know I like-like you if
you confess first. :))

If I won an award, the first person I'll thank is
everybody. im not going to drone on like others. i'll say, "thank you everybody!" and walk off.

Triangles are
shapes with three sides.

My ideal breakfast is
when someone sweet feed me! hahahs.

If you make me really happy
be prepared for the noise i'll cause!

Where do you plan to visit anytime soon
heaven and hell. so that i can tell god which i prefer and he can send me there anytime.

Boys are
cute if they wear glasses and if they are tan!

I'd stop my wedding if
the guy tell me last minute that he's gay.

The world could do
without me because i dont make a huge impact.

I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than
being dragged onto stage to do a formal speech.

Most recent thing you've bought yourself
honeydew ice blended!

Most recent thing someone else bought you
breakfast?

My least favourite time of the day
6am to 9am! no tv shows...

The last time I was high
a few minutes ago.

The last person I talked to
my sisters?

I shouldn't
threaten to kill my sisters everytime!

Last night I went
downstairs to eat dinner..

There's this girl I know
who likes this certain guy from NC. hahahs.

I'll tell the next person who makes me really happy
i love him/her!

I'm listening to
fann wong saying something about in nu huang.

I last ate
toothpaste.

My bedsheet is
printed with giraffes.

I smell
my maid frying onions.

On my table
which doent exist, are non-existing books.

My full name is
printed on my birth cert.

can tell how bored i am?

i forgot shoutouts for a few of the most important people whom i met during my learning journey and im really sorry to all of you. i regret all my actions and all the hurtful words i ever said, im truly sorry. i hope to gain your forgiveness and understanding. i doubt you will see these. just treat it as im talking to myself. i know these are late by a year but i didnt have the courage in the past although nobody ever sees my blog. but perhaps one day, one of you might feel like popping into my blog and perhaps see these.yeah. but i shall cross my fingers that all of you will never ever see these as i still dont dare to face you all.

shoutouts to ex-RAINBOWERS

zhuwei: i really thank you for all that you've done and thank you so much for putting up with me and understanding me. so sorry that i made you cry! i really am! :( but we're still friends! and i'll continue to see you at library! <3 you!

shujie: my gosh! you taught me so many things and i really had fun going out with you in the past! and we had so much fun talking and thanks for standing by my side those months when i needed help. thanks! i love you so!

sermin: i wasnt angry with you giving out my cookies! i was just faking! but i dont think you ever knew that! but i appreciate your sorry note! and you are really nice and you helped all of us manage our emotions better, although sometimes they didnt work but thanks anyway!

claudice: im so sorry i wasnt able to help you in any way when you were in your darkest times! i only add oil to the fire.. so sorry. but we had fun causing so much noise and laughing at each others weird stints. so sorry that i neglected you most of the time.. sorry..

meizhen: we werent very close but im sorry if i gave you the thought that im stealing your best friend. your best friend will always be your best friend and i will never be able to take her away from you. no matter how much i like her, no matter how nice i am to her, i will never be as close to her as both of you are. i hope you get the point. your bestie is a really great friend and you have to appreciate her and not take her for granted.

lingli: im really sorry that i kept daoing you on and off. i had my own personal reasons that i cannot explain on my blog since it's open to the world. i just felt like i should let both of you stay in the picture and not stick my head in. hahs. i almost broke down at that period of time and i knew i had to make a decision. i know my decision might seem wrong to you. but i cant turn the clock back and make the decision all over again. i treasure you as a friend and the times we had together, i will always remember. love you loads!

to make these shoutouts, i pried open my heart and took out 3/4 of the contents. 1/2 is for my friendships, the other my family. the other 1/4 of my friendships will be kept till someone ask about it. which i hope they wont. the wounds havent healed fully yet. so i shall cross my fingers once again.

ok. im set on doing my homework. but why am i still using the computer? hahahs. dont care. anyway, to me, school isnt everything. so im not going to care about what the teachers are going to say about me. nnot my fault that my teachers dont give me any motivation to work hard right? nothing much done during the holidays. have to go back to scholl on the 14th, 19th, 21st and 22nd. vivian planning a beach outing but i think nothing's going to be done as usual. no offence. just that it is really tough to plan since all of us are so busy.
been watch DOHA 2006 everyday and i think it's hyper cool! last night was mainly bowling and seriously remy ong was good! i think he's cute when in action but when he's not.. yuck... hahahs.
air bud is so nice! i like the dog!

the chinese book which we are supposed to read is a book full of stupid ways to live your life. hyper lame. it makes us look like we're retarded people. school is starting and i still havent downloaded my homework! printer not working, how??

我一个人住
你有独处的时候我就是孤独
你在微笑的时候我就是幸福
亲爱的我的温柔你怎么记得住
我从来没有在你面前哭
你去流浪的时候我也被放逐
你想说谎的时候我变成赌注
亲爱的我的温柔你怎么记得住
在你身边我像影子一样模糊
在你的世界里我一个人住
你认为甜蜜我觉得痛苦
你曾说过爱情应该是无条件地付出
到最后还是我一个人住
跟你的脚步我迷了路
我很难对自己交待清楚
因为我在乎

yay! that sheila out le! hah！im so evil but still, her singing sucks. next year have campus superstar! yay! and chew sin huey have her album out and everybody's debating over her mtv which shows her in an unbuttoned school uniform showing her black bar. like who cares la? better than wearing bikini or just covering their vital parts right? hahahs!

easy to fall in
difficult to break out

changed skin again! thought the wentworth miller one was kind of weird for me because im usually not very interested in putting males as my blogskin. hahahs. nothing much happened except for the daily fights i have with my sisters. she's still not scared of me. fine.

you give me 100% of your strength
i'll make sure you get double or even triple of what you gave me

退后
天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去
被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

这几天，呆在家里闲着吃饱没事做。原来假期是这么得无聊。我是过做功课，但是一看到功课，就想跳楼。我这样的过日子，感觉好像是一个人自己过。眼看天空就快塌了。。。 她终于看到他了， 我已经有超过40天没看到他了，已经对他没兴趣了。我妹妹现在打算靠玩goldstar去参加competitive!好刺激！这样子，她可以参加比赛，我也可以看到她了！