i was once a optimist. but like what esther said, im a pessimist. urghs. i dont know what caused this major change in me. but i would really like to be an optimist again. like so carefree and having so much fun.
though in the past i didnt have much fun. i didnt have much friends then. hello?! i was labelled a reject?
im more of a person who cares more for others then myself. people can pour out every single trouble they have to me, and yet, i just tell them one insignificant trouble of mine. even my close friends and my bestie dont even know what im feeling deep inside. sighs.. i guess the truth is, i havent met a person whom i can trust to pour out my troubles.
anyway, thanks cheryl for your comfort! you're a very nice girl! hahahs. can tell la.. because got people zhui mah.. hahahs.
nevermind. for now, i shall be content and TRY my hardest to concentrate during lessons. anyway, forgetting my troubles for the time being works right?