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Saturday, March 31, 2007, 4:57 PM

slc photos!

done up by karon! found it on her blog. loads of photos. go have a look!

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你
in this life our love
is in our hearts to see
though people change the future's
still inside of me
we must remember that tomorrow
comes after the dark
but i got something trapped in my heart
so i got something to say
每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你
whenever you come
whatever we talk
and i'll be right here waiting for you


Friday, March 30, 2007, 9:56 PM

SECONDARY THREE MEET THE PARENTS SESSION TODAY!

im in charge of registration and i love love such events! and it was sort of a bonding event too. whatever event which involves the pmb board is a bonding session to me!(: and eehui helped out!(: seriously, she's GREAT! she was in charge of registration too.(: she should be a PREFECT! go go go, MRS CHAN NOMINATE HER! anyway, had loads of fun gossiping with charissa in the library before going to the canteen. and had fun doing duty with DD aka Delphine Dear! she looks quite fierce la. but she's not and her fingers are all injured from the report books!:(

the whole thing was quite tiring with all the carrying of report books and stuff. especially doris tan's stuff. she thought that since im in charge of her class for assembly, i should help her do everything too. URGHS. but im a nice person so i shall help.xD then we went to put stuff in the teachers resource room and it was super dark and DD was acting brave and she's super cute la! then we realised we took grace report books, which we were not supposed to. so vivian, eehui and i went to take and it was so dark that vivian and i started singing all the way like mad people. hahahs!xD then after the meeting, the parents went to the classrooms and vivian and i walked to every single class to give the form teachers the name lists. so nice right? i knew it.

all of us were mad la. acting crazy outside the drama studio and we were shh-ed so many times la. OOPS. actually once only. hehh. and we took a besties photo with charissa's phone. waiting for her to send us! YIPPPEEE!XDXD


Thursday, March 29, 2007, 7:44 PM

i love love my sec one juniors. especially the english group people.(: even though i'm not in english group, i really had fun for the past two cca days supervising them. sec ones are real cute. i love sec ones.(:

i really pity her and understand what she's feeling. true enough, ive experienced it myself. but nothing can be done. so i came up with the conclusion: ignorance is bliss.

i changed place already and guess what? im sitting with victoria and YEEYIN. im fine with victoria but you know how irritating yeeyin is? SUPER DUPER IRRITATING. gosh. im so going to SUFFER.

im looking forward to tomorrow's meet the parents session. will be doing registration and ive never tried that before. SO FUN!(: i just love such events where i usher and help the parents or visitors. i love interacting too.(: i think im going mad la. hahahs.

and not to mention, i owe ms quek LOADS OF MATHS HOMEWORK. :/

i hate MATHS.


Wednesday, March 28, 2007, 6:20 PM

dont know what to post. just felt like posting. oh wells.

i think i did the right thing today though i think it's kind of bad la. but it's unfair to those who actually bothered. i desperately want to change group la. and im getting very pissed about everything la. cant be bothered about you all le la. a bit she's so nice but you take advantage of her. no point la.

从后面拥抱最甜蜜。

whatever. and eehui arh. vivian show you her mediterranean group picture is to show you her group mates. NOT TO SHOW YOU HENRY. and for your dear dear information, HENRY IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND. i think you dont understand me enough la. (: i act scandalous only. but im not like what you think lor. tsk tsk. XP and i would like to emphasize, HENRY IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND.

and vivian, even though i have a fetish for botaks la, *AHEM* is not included.

aiyohs. i think my besties are super cute. and i've decided.

EEHUI AND VIVIAN ARE RAISED FROM GOOD FRIENDS TO...


BESTIES(:


Monday, March 26, 2007, 8:46 PM

爱到爱到
爱到脑海里有一万个你
快爆掉
你一个眼神我什么都好
或许就是狠狠爱到
这就是电到
爱到爱到
每夜失眠脸上却还傻傻在微笑
谁叫你可爱到无法救药
让我这样狠狠爱到

the song got stuck in my head after my sister started going crazy over fahrenheit's yan ya lun. but it's quite cute. i only like the ai dao, ai dao part. hahahs.

i hate sexual education with seth tan la.

" Man gives love for sex and women give sex for love. It's perfectly okay if it's the right relationship." Quoted from Seth Tan.

if this is the case, if i think im in the right relationship, i should just have sex with the guy many times to get lots of love. wow. i need love now. so should i go geylang and find a guy who's willing to pay to have sex with me? will earn money somemore. wow. i think my form teacher is GREAT at teaching cme la.

had shotput heats just now. damn funny, out of three throws, one out of range, one foul. and still can get in finals. and i also anyhow throw de. so pro eh. hahahs. tomorrow have javelin heats. also dont know how i get in javelin and shotput de lor. also never go for tryouts. they're really desperate ah..
i love love love my scandal partners. and sometimes i look at joan, i feel so much stress in her la. like so tired. sighs. cant do anything to help too. love you joan.<3
did this during english cos i was being kind of emo. and it's not this ugly la. scan out become like that. i like my handwriting there. (: and i suddenly thought of chyifang so write her name lor.(: like miss all the unity people but like what i've said before. there's always that age gap there so yeah. sadd. UNITIANS UNITE.


Sunday, March 25, 2007, 11:49 AM

YESTERDAY WAS FUN-NY.

went out with vivian and henry. charmaine was supposed to go but she couldnt make it because she sprained her ankle. :( anyway, we met at 10.50 and that is super early la. because charmaine actually had something on in the afternoon so we wanted to watch stomp the yard at 12 to qian jiu her. then she couldnt make it and we realised the show was at 12.55. so we were roaming aimlessly and ate at subway. ordering subway was super funny because this henry kept popping out of nowhere. hahahs.

the movie was nice.(: quite cool la. but their zhao pai dong zuo very funny. hahahs. then henry fell asleep. because he woke up too early. and he looks cute with glasses.(: then after the movie we walked around la. and walking around with a guy is very weird. because they tend to feel a bit left out since vivian and i wanted to go to weird shops. like some kiddy shop and art friends. then henry kena told off by the employee there because he was fooling around with everything. and he damn funny la. when he touch something, something else will drop.

so we went roaming around taka and then took mrt home. chatted on the train since we sat to marina bay and back. and i was super happy because his stop was choa chu kang and i was stopping at woodlands. you ren pei le. hahahs. then we chat lor. then i vivian alighted so did i la.

and yepp. scandalous friendships are fun and ive lost count on how many i have. OOPS.

we're just not meant to be
so lets just give it up
or you'll just start killing me
all over again


Friday, March 23, 2007, 6:20 PM

OMG. GOT BACK A FREAKING THING TODAY ALSO KNOWN AS PPR.

ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT I DID LIKE SHIT.

ENGLISH-C6
HIGHER CHINESE-C5
COMBINED HUMANITIES-A2
ENGLISH LITERATURE-C6
ADDITIONAL MATHS-D7
MATHEMATICS-F9
BIOLOGY-C5
CHEMISTRY-C6

OVERALL PERCENTAGE: 52.8%
L1R5: 30
EXPECTED L1R5: 10

SUCK LIKE HELL. CAN YOU SEE HOW BAD IT IS? CAN YOU SEE THERE ARE NOT A SINGLE B AT ALL? HOW CAN I ACHIEVE MY STRAIGHT As? WHAT THE? JODIE YEO, YOU GOT TO BUCK UP OR YOU CAN JUST JUMP OFF THE BUILDING AT THE END OF NEXT YEAR. REMEMBER YOUR A1s. L1R5 MUST BE 6. AIM FOR YOUR DREAM JC. DUMB.

SO FREAKING PISSED WITH MYSELF LA. but yay! i got 14 points for cca le. good for a fulltime slacking librarian.

by the way, titus, i didnt mean it when i said i would pass it around. it was just for entertainment la. i dont bother at all. i dont even want to know.XP so dont need to be so kancheong. just thought it would be fun to extort it from you. sorry.


Thursday, March 22, 2007, 8:32 PM

OMG. i hate myself so much now. i get OBSESSED over tiny things. i was so INTERESTED in doing my maths and i went BALLISTIC after i realised i made a mistake in the second question and i realised i did not have COREECTION TAPE OR FLUID and i simply GAVE UP.

FREAK. i hate myself. i was in the library doing a very busy job. editing the sec ones' plus some new sec twos' book reviews. was quite busy as a lot of them were all over the place and a lot of them needed help so i was trying to maintain order and help everyone in 'distress'. and editing the works were fun. though it was very busy but it was really satisfying when everything was done. a sense of ACHIEVEMENT. that's one thing to like about myself. i love being busy in the library.(:

i realised how freaky it feels like to have somebody calling you on the phone:
:hello. 猜我是谁?
me:谁?
猜啦
me:谁?说啦。。
哈哈。
me:?
宝贝。。。
oh gosh. henry can be so so scary. i only recognised the baobei la. because i never heard his voice before. unless you count his sissy voice during the concert. hahahs. but he's kind of random la. it was a pleasant surprise though. including the baobei part.(:

im getting super emo nowadays. cried for a whole hour yesterday. over my own stupidity. over my home. over my MATHS homework because i couldnt find a place to do. and over everything little thing in life.

i seriously want to love myself
but it seems to get harder and harder everyday.
how can i love you when it's a challenge
just to love myself?


Wednesday, March 21, 2007, 6:29 PM

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

school's started and i finally passed a maths test and that is after failing about 6 or 7. whoots~! and im going to start working hard for my studies as i finally realised time's passing really fast and to achieve my straight As for o levels, i got to start working on it now. but gradually that is since i cant do it just yet. oh wells. tough work for me but i shall give it my best. hopefully.

vivian: so so sorry that i kind of laughed at *ahem*, but i didnt really mean it la. just thought it was funny. the statement was funny not the person. so yeah.

and yay! we're going to join the virtual business competition and we'll be going to hwachong for the briefing on the 4th of april. so cool! hope we win the competition though. *cross fingers* but yeah. i'll have fun. and im so so so so so happy about it. vivian knows why! hahahs~!


Sunday, March 18, 2007, 7:59 PM

XIAOWEI GOT IN FOR CSS!

whooots~! now we got two prefects inside css! jiayou for round two! like what i said, SNPB will always support you two!


, 11:26 AM

hahahs. titus ah, i blog super regularly at times only la. depends on whether i get to use the computer la. you visit my blog quite regularly ah! my 忠实粉丝! hahahs!

gosh. so much homework to clear and no motivation at all. oops. too bad la, im not a studious person to start with. so now i must slowly inch my way to become a studious person so i will do well for exams! reach my short term goal which is to get Bs and above for every single subject. which ive never achieved due to the fact that maths, geography, literature and chinese always pull me down. but currently, i got a new interest in geography! so that'll be up! as for maths and literature and chinese, it'll still be down but im working on it! jiayou jodie!

See the Potential
Encourage the Capable
Achieve the Impossible

i MIGHT have the potential but i'll continue ENCOURAGING myself to achieve the IMPOSSIBLE!


Saturday, March 17, 2007, 9:40 PM

CAI HONG LIANG IS THIS SUPER NICE GUY I MET THROUGH PSC!

is was just this fateful day, during the second day of psc, during concert, BERING sat next to KARA. and i landed right next to HIM! as i was sitting next to AW WENHAO, since they were both from hwachong, we all started chatting. it happens that we're both equally crazy and hyper and of alike personalities! and he's this super nice guy who replies to me on msn! not like some other mei liang xin de people who ignores me. but this does not include HENRY! who's chatting like mad to me now. hahahs. CAI HONG LIANG AH. kara kara kara, ok ok ok, karaoke, karaoke, karaoke!


, 8:00 PM

LYNN GOT IN FOR CSS~!

OMG!

LYNN, SNPB WILL SUPPORT YOU ALL THE WAY! :)

when i heard who else were joining, i freaked out. i didnt even know they knew chinese songs. oops. anyway, jiayou people!

sharon! 永远支持你!


, 11:15 AM

你能体谅我有雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅我的雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远

stupid school cheated my feelings. declared monday a holiday but did not issue form.)): i shall not trust the school anymore! now i have lesser time to finish my homework. especially my maths. sorry ms quek.. :/

i miss BERING so much. :((

and gosh, kara already had a gathering! so jealous..

我不够资格安慰你
只好在一旁
袖手旁观


Friday, March 16, 2007, 9:51 PM

light is so significant.

light will always be there for me.
the stars and the sun.
the citylights and the streetlights.
giving me the comfort
when i harbour fear,
when i harbour sadness,
when i harbour anger,
when i harbour joy.
at least i know there'll be something
there for me
whenever i need it.

你会像光,一直在我身旁吗?


, 10:35 AM










有一束光
那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光
那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁
我以为无路后退
反复证明这份爱有多不对
背对着你如此漆黑
忍住疲惫
睁开眼打开窗
才发现你就是光芒

POST-PSC blues
arghs. anyway, realised 逆光 was nice! im so bored. and it's still early in the morning and im waiting for my breakfast. and im going to go do homework with my besties later at bishan library. and most probably I'LL BE LATE. whoops. i dont know what to do abboouurriiitt. -shrugs-

realised i havent posted the pics that we took on RIPI, before going to RI that is. some candid photos la. and 自恋 vivian! hahahs. so i posted them le! hehehs!
PSC的好处实在太多了!思灵,你说对不对?((:




Thursday, March 15, 2007, 10:41 PM

读了爱情小说,看了好友甜蜜地谈恋爱又大力地从天堂掉了下来。
爱一个人是什么感觉?
是不是当喜欢的对象不在身边时,心里好像有许多蝴蝶飞来飞去?
如果是的话,
蝴蝶们,飞走吧。还你自由。


, 8:22 AM















































































back from Peer Support Convention aka PSC 07'!

just uploading all my pictures up from the convention just in case anybody wants to get entertained by the photos. if there are repetition of solo photos of some certain people, there are no special reasons as in why that certain person has so many photos. they are all CANDID shots.
i had so much fun and i didnt want to go home. i cant believe i was considering not to go since i was so tired out for the slc but im GLAD that i went. it's like a once in a lifetime experience for me and i learnt quite a lot of values from this camp and most importantly, a group of GREAT friends! even though i have to wake up at 5 plus every morning and go to rgs, i dont wake up thinking that i must wake up early again.. instead, i jump out of bed and get hyped up just by thinking that there's PSC today!

day one
reached there and queued up for registration and payment. went into the CLC and saw my group mates for the first time--BERING. sat there and stoned. marcus our facil squatted down at a side and kept smiling, so i smiled back lor. did that for like 2 minutes? then i smiled at my other group members like christabel and wenhao. wenhao was super funny though, smiling his trademark smile, the retarded looking one. hahahs. the convention started and we had to introduce ourselves to each other and the people in BERING are-- christabel, maisie, ella, alexys, wenhao, wenloong, titus, martin, john, yijin and our facils, sherrie and marcus! all of us were quite stonish already especially our stonefish--ella. but both of us talked quite a lot together with all the girls. our group was always separated into the boys side and the girls side. we had station games and it was quite fun doing our cheers and playing games as a group. though the training session was kind of boring but we still had loads of fun. and i was super dumb la. i didnt know what was a peer support leader. but i found out in the end. so us perfects are NOT peer support leaders. we're SCHOOL support leaders most of the time and PEER support leaders at others. hmm... and concert preparation was quite interesting especially the weird ideas our group had. and most importantly, we got to know each other!

day two
ella didnt come!!!:( scavenger hunt was super duper fun. we were searching through bushes for the bonus flags and we were so smart not to bother about those people trying to trick us into taking the flag they are holding though it's a specimen flag. and we managed to find all of the flags as well as most of the items. we got 157 points and thats the highest!! we had preparation for our concert item and we decided on most of the stuff and i was a starfish! like what titus said, the starfish is very enthusiastic, JUST LIKE ME. whoots~! and i found out that andrea pang's scandal partner, haojie, was there at the PSC! omg. so coincidental. i had fun teasing him though i know that it's just RUMOURS. rumours are mostly untrue though. but teasing him was fun. BUT after martin started to put wenhao and i together, i decided not to harp about that rumour. nice me. dinner was not provided so we were to fareast to eat burger king. luckily, we were kind of early and there were seats. on our way back to rgs, it started raining very very heavily,and we had to run in the rain. bering was split up as we didnt manage to squeeze into the bus as there were a lot of other groups too. so we waited at the bus stop for them. they couldnt open the sidegate at the bus stop as they had only one security guard and he was guarding the main gate. so we had to run in the rain again. but it was kind of fun running as a group in the rain. and we were drenched totally! we settled down in the hall and i sat with wenhao and his friend hong liang. had lots of fun laughing at other performances and criticising some. hahahs. and hong liang super funny la, say that girl looked very qian bian and that her eyes very small etc. our performance went on fine and yijin the seahorse was the most entertaining. went home quite late and was super tired..

day three
last and final day. :( and ella didnt come again.. i reached quite early and we were all quite stonish till wenhao came. that martin was still teasing so i asked wenhao to sit away from me instead of sitting next to me everyday so that he will stop teasing. then that martin was like," if you sit next to her means nothing is going on." and that blur person still go sit next to me. it's a trick la. so lame. and then for the training session, he went to sit with his hwachong friends and martin was like," your boyfriend not here, you very sad right?" duh no. only nobody entertain me ma.. but steven entertained me. hahahs. then that martin put steven and i together. he very free hor. im so not interested can? you think i so chio meh, can have so many scandals. then we had prize presentation and we got a group photo as a token of appreciation sort of thing. and BERING was FIRST!!! whooots~! then we had some painting game and our hands were so dirty as we were supposed to used our hands. but it was kind of fun. then we had a song session and it was very fun and kind of tiring since we had to keep jumping like mad people. hahahs. then came the end and we were so sad that we had to leave each other. but we went for lunch together at macs at taka. chatted a lot. and we moved from place to place. chatted till about 5. so long eh.. but cant believe that we're not going to see each other for a long time after seeing each other consecutively for three whole days. so yi yi bu she. but there's always an end to all happy things. this convention was really fun and BERING had really fun and nice people. XD also, i got to know vivian and shernin better and our friendship has really gone to greater heights. :D i hope BERING can meet up soon!!!

loads of love to every PSC participant! XD




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