just realised christine never talk to me, as in conversation, for a couple of days le. and i never kachiao esther le. hahahs. :)

just realised that im not a sec one and i wont be able to connect with them no matter how much they talk to me. like chyi fang on msn. they all have phobia of talking to elder people, or perhaps not used to the idea. anyway, it's two years more and i'll be leaving the school le. that is if i dont get retained. they wont talk to me de la. just know that i exist. like they know there's oxygen in the air. i just blend into the crowd of many other insignificant others.

im just putting up a brave front
in fact i want you to care