haha! eehui is going to be so angry if she sees this. but i know she'll never. XP

ahh. im getting more and more NOT motivated. though i have a very very high goal which i know there's not a high possibility of me getting less than five points for o levels. actually, i know my limits best. and actually i think i can get a six points. but the thing is, i have no motivation. so i never do well, i never do what i can achieve at my best. i hope i can get motivated before mid year if not i'll be trailing behind and i'll never catch up.

today's maths test was quite ok to me, i thought it was quite easy, maybe not easy but able to cope. but the rest say that it's very tough. and everytime i say the paper is ok then i'll do badly. hope it is not so this time.

went to amk central just now. bought a notebook for chemistry and a diary! a super cute diary. but now. i need a nice pen. but i think my mini ball point point is fine. shall learn to accept my diary. i used to have no motivation to write because i hate my handwriting, i hate the pen, i hate the book, i hate everything. the main point: im fickle minded about such stuff. change my mind fast. XD

then we went libray, bought a drink and sat there till 6.30 to study (so called). then we walked to the bus stop and my bus came. so fast and lucky. managed to reach home before 7 and caught my hana kimi! whoots~!

i love giving hugs. i think i seem overpassionate. oopss. and now yanlin set a rule: i can hug her a maximum of two times. oh wells. thats like the amount of times i see her a day. hugged christabel for i think about 5 times? maybe la. thats the average times i hug a person a day i f i see her though.

i love christabel! and i hope i can go support her for her nats in july!