OMG. i hate myself so much now. i get OBSESSED over tiny things. i was so INTERESTED in doing my maths and i went BALLISTIC after i realised i made a mistake in the second question and i realised i did not have COREECTION TAPE OR FLUID and i simply GAVE UP.

FREAK. i hate myself. i was in the library doing a very busy job. editing the sec ones' plus some new sec twos' book reviews. was quite busy as a lot of them were all over the place and a lot of them needed help so i was trying to maintain order and help everyone in 'distress'. and editing the works were fun. though it was very busy but it was really satisfying when everything was done. a sense of ACHIEVEMENT. that's one thing to like about myself. i love being busy in the library.(:

i realised how freaky it feels like to have somebody calling you on the phone:
：hello. 猜我是谁？
me：谁？
：猜啦。
me：谁？说啦。。
：哈哈。
me：？
：宝贝。。。
oh gosh. henry can be so so scary. i only recognised the baobei la. because i never heard his voice before. unless you count his sissy voice during the concert. hahahs. but he's kind of random la. it was a pleasant surprise though. including the baobei part.(:

im getting super emo nowadays. cried for a whole hour yesterday. over my own stupidity. over my home. over my MATHS homework because i couldnt find a place to do. and over everything little thing in life.

i seriously want to love myself
but it seems to get harder and harder everyday.
how can i love you when it's a challenge
just to love myself?