once i find my motivation, i will cherish it and treat it more important than my life, whether it comes in living form or non-living form. why? because i took ages to find it. im taking like fifteen years to find that motivation to live life with an aim, it may take longer. but who cares? im so going to treasure it when it comes knocking at my door.

anyway, tomorrow's international friendship dance and im so going to screw it up. and my partner dont even want to practice seriously. i dont mind because im always making a fool of myself. she'll lose face totally, not my problem either. i was being serious and trying my best. and she just took the whole thing as a circus act. fine. and im so going to puke tomorrow, or maybe get so dizzy that i faint. :/

today was a terrible day and i dont want to talk about it. and.. when did my days turn out good?

feel like changing my url. but it seems that im starting to grow attached to this blog url. not like the previous few.

the competition is dumb. it's fine again. so dumb. and we havent sold a single car. so lan. DIEDIE. and some idiotic people are not contributing. why? because they say they dont know how to play. THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A TEAM EFFORT. NOT A PAIR EFFORT. though i'll prefer if you two didnt touch it at all. at least ask about it, NOT BLAME US WHEN WE HAVENT SOLD ANYTHING. you two better get out of my face.

there's library tomorrow. i better remember to go and arrange the tables in mpr. i better remember to go welcome the people coming here for friendly match. i better remember to go watch my fair lady and help out. i better be sure that i arrange the tables by 3.30 and be at the screening at 2.45. and i am sure that that is impossible.

and my speech wasnt supposed to be today! it's tomorro's first spreaker! but we had time so i did my speech too. AND I WAS SO NOT PREPARED. and i screwed it up and started trembling like mad. GOSH. THIS MAJOR STAGE FRIGHT IS KILLING ME.

and andrea pang said maybe all of us will go for the slc and some of us might be facils! SO COOL! andrea, MEMEME! I WANT!:))

and i desperately want to change my phone.xDxD